On self,

The week has been extremely hectic (minus an awesome concert on Tuesday night). There is no longer such thing as adequate sleep and on top of that, there is the never-ending list of things to do. Worst of all is, I am still not prioritizing things. Sometimes I really hate myself for not knowing what I really want (or even don't want). Many times I feel like giving up, really. But I think the only reason why I did not (at least within this week), is that I have discovered another side of myself which I never would have seen. Maybe I've learnt to persevere a little more. And maybe I've become a little bolder than before. It struck me lately that there is nothing much to be afraid of when dealing with certain situations, because there is really nothing to lose, at least on my part.

I don't really know how to go on from here.

This is random but, if any part of my speeches/actions of late has hurt anyone around me, I am truly sorry.

I am not working hard enough. I will try harder tomorrow.