Lack of willpower.

A day like this could have been worse.

Thank you my dear friends who kept pushing me today, for the pat on my shoulder, for the encouragement and for your patience because you all knew I was not feeling well.

The voice of reason in my head keeps telling me to keep going and never give up, and which I have been adhering to. Yet on the other hand, there is another voice that recently attempts to persuade me that I am tired and I should stop.

Thank you Lily for spending nearly two hours listening and talking to me. If not I might very well go crazy very soon.

Yes, I have been very vulnerable these days and every little thing makes me feel like crying.

But I choose to believe that I am really stronger than this.

Jiayou GL.