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幸福就这么简单?

昨天跟Mic和亦容逛了很久,虽然没买到东西,但是有的逛街还是很开心的。接着就跟大学的那群姐妹(衍兴也算是半个姐妹?)去看了戏剧《阿Q后传》。是部很不错的戏剧,引入了不少现代元素、讽刺意味浓重、演员专业,可以说是值回票价。看完的时候已经很迟了,但是我们不忘跟小叮当和皮卡丘照相。大家玩得很开心。

今天下课后,吃了饭,去买了朋友的生日礼物,然后回家休息,一会儿又去补习。补习提早结束,很想找个朋友出来。但我看着电话簿里的名字,想不到有谁是可以很爽快马上出来的。于是我决定还是不要打扰别人了,独自搭了一班很久的巴士,自己去逛街。我知道这并非明智的选择,因为每当一个人逛街,我是不可能空手而归的。确实,我终究是挥霍了。不过就新币五元,不至于为此感到惭愧。

接着就走了一段很长的路到地铁站……
很久没有独自走这么长的路,而且还是这么暗的晚上。虽然很希望有个人走在旁边,但一个人走,想想事情也是好的。

最近确实在烦恼一些事。我很想相信这都只是微不足道的事。但事实上,如果微不足道,我又为什么要为之烦恼?快到家的时候,我想起了一群朋友。每天面对着这些人,即使不开心,我都会用微笑(有时甚至大笑)来带过。因为大家都这么开心,笑是最好也是最恰当的回应。这不是伪装,不是掩饰,而是以一种回报的方式表现自己。想到这里,我就觉得,其他事没那么重要了。包括幸福在内。
幸福应该可以很简单的吧?幸福需要勇气。勇气我有,但暂时用完了。我是在追逐幸福的路上遗失的,短期内应该找不回来。我希望有勇气的不只我一个人。我还是希望有个人会帮我把它找回来的。
幸福,应该就这么简单吧?
是我们总是喜欢把事情弄得乱七八糟。

但无论如何,我决定不想这么多了。毕竟,勇气不是人人都有的。

最后我要说的是,以后应该多走路,脑子会清楚些。

*This is NOT an emo post :D

Comments

  1. ^^ 是的,幸福其实很简单的,有空找你喝喝咖啡,我想会很幸福吧 =)

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  2. 哦对,你好像不喝咖啡,喝茶吧^^

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  3. 看着这个我有点说不出话!还说不emo,我读了吗后有emo的感觉!昨天我也做了一件类似的事。我花了一个多小时从macperhson走HuiJA家。哈哈……可是有时候,一个人走走是件好事。有些幸福是需要时间来堆积的。o∩_∩o

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  4. came across a phrase: The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy. =)

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  5. Yanli: Thank you Yanli. I guess you are the only one who understands everything in this context. 可以跟你分享这些也是我的幸福。其他的…no hurry :)

    花:的确。但是时间有时候也会淡化曾经有过的感觉。正如我所说,我不想强求。还是别想太多为妙 :)

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  6. 别的我就不说了,不过看到这句“衍兴也算是半个姐妹”时我真的是笑个半死!如果让他看到不知他会有什么反应!哈哈!

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