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There goes the second week of school.

Very frankly, much as I have gone shopping once this week, I still feel extremely stressful. Nothing goes into my head, the readings, the new concepts learnt (not all), the life of uni again. I set my alarm at 8 or 9am every morning, but I usually wake up half an hour earlier and wait for my alarm to go off. That is how anxious I am about school. I am worried about being unable to catch up, and worried about being unable to pull my grades up. I know worrying too much will get me nowhere but I have done everything I can to feel better but I just don't. The stress and feeling of anxiety are so overwhelming that I find myself gasping for air, once again.

I need a movie very badly to relax my mind and body.

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  1. lizardAugust 19, 2011 at 9:15 AM

    wanna watch 武侠??!!

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  2. GLAugust 19, 2011 at 9:33 AM

    still showing? I want to watch overheard 2.

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  3. Wen JieAugust 19, 2011 at 8:01 PM

    Jiayou! Don't feel too anxious about the readings; I've not even started reading (or even printing) them!

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  4. GLAugust 19, 2011 at 8:19 PM

    Thanks Wen Jie :)

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  5. AnonymousAugust 20, 2011 at 9:43 AM

    Watch FD5! hahaha. anyway, don't worry too much! things will get better!:)

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  6. GLAugust 20, 2011 at 10:03 AM

    Hahahaha I admire your courage. Thanks Janvin :)

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  7. Derrick TanAugust 20, 2011 at 11:09 AM

    jiayou! believe in urself! U can do it...

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  8. GLAugust 20, 2011 at 6:18 PM

    Thanks weide! :)

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