On finding,

Perhaps it would have been easier if I said that not being able to find something is like suddenly not remembering the words to your favourite song that you knew off by heart. It's like suddenly forgetting the name of someone you know really well and see every day, or the name of a group who sang a famous song. It's something so frustrating that it plays on your mind over and over again because you know there's an answer but no one can tell you. It niggles and niggles at me and I can't rest until I know the answers.

- A Place Called Here, Cecelia Ahern


有时候我会想，这几年好像都被浪费掉了。用了整整三年的时间，把不愉快的事情都藏在心里，去等待一些不会再重复发生的事，不会再回来的朋友。这是一种遗憾，遗憾的是，白白浪费了三年。错失的东西很多，也未必能再找回来了。
有时我会想，我真的好像痛痛快快地大哭一场，把之前埋在心里的不愉快都哭出来，重新来过。