I've always been known as one with really good memory. I remember dates and numbers really well. Maybe, remembered, cos' I figured I am slowly losing this flair. Joel once told me that short-term memory becomes long-term when memories are being put into rehearsals. In other words, if you bother to remember something, you will always bear them in mind. And perhaps that is why I've always managed to memorize good friends' numbers and birthdays. Hence, it is true that you can achieve something when you put in the effort.
What is the brightest corner of your mind?
For me, I do not really know. Maybe I should say, as of now, the brightest portion remains as the J2 school walkway and a very close-knitted family when I was a lot younger. For the latter, there is nothing I want to talk about it because some changes are irreversible.
For the former, I guess there is something I can do about it. I was struck by something Storm said to Logan when I watched X-Men 3 just now, "Are you ready to do what you need to do when the time comes?" I am not sure what the right time is. Perhaps the time has always been here, because it never really went away. I know I have always been holding back, because I hate the feeling of having to lose every single bit of that attachment, that familiarity.
I know it is a fight between the rational and the subconscious. And I have yet to genuinely come to terms with myself. Now as a rational self, I have realised that forgetting a mobile number is certainly a good start. I do not like to be rushed, and I do not like to be influenced into doing something that takes time. I am going to do this all on my own, now.
Are you with me?
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