原来喜欢一个人可以有如此大的魔力，让一个人有勇气，有力量，做出平时不敢做的事。
我想我应该很久没有喜欢人了吧。很久没有感受过这种力量了。
但在我记忆深处，曾几何时，我是多么的充满力量……
我想我应该很久没有喜欢人了吧。很久没有感受过这种力量了。
但在我记忆深处，曾几何时，我是多么的充满力量……
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
又喜欢哪个男艺人啦？:P
ReplyDeletedont tell me its that vegetarian guy u wanted to intro to me? haaaaa...
LOL. Tell you when I see you.
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