Pace.

Let's see. It's been some time. I haven't been blogging even after I came back from HK because I was recently overwhelmed by this strong mixture of emotions that I really didn't know where to start. Okay, I shall try to do this slowly and perhaps properly too (somehow I'm influenced by Angie in terms of trying to express feelings into words).

Ohanies watched the very first midnight movie on Monday (or is it considered Tuesday?), Priest. I thought the quality or plot of the film that day did not matter so much because it was the company that made me feel good. Then we headed off to the airport where we spent quite a few hours roaming around, chatting, slacking, napping and eating. Thank you people for the thought :)

HK was great and it was somehow a different feeling from when I went with the fruits in 2009. It was Eaton Hotel once again (recommended by Coconut last time) but the provision shop across the road was not around anymore. Nevertheless, nothing much in Hong Kong changed (at least in my pov). It was still the very familiar and nice city that I love and would always like to stay in. Basically the three or four days were spent shopping and eating. I love how I could switch my mobile off and did not have to bother about any texts or calls. I love how time and date were hardly a concern because there was no need to rush for anything. However, being overseas made me realise who are the people that really mean something to me because I keep thinking about them.

Overall it was a great trip simply because I felt fulfilled (especially because I finally visited the Avenue of Stars at Tsim Sha Tsui) and the relaxation was a luxury, really. Thank you Mic for always finding the directions and making sure everything was in place! It means so much! Thank you Lanhua for all the laughter along the way. You girls were such awesome company, be it in Singapore or overseas :)

Now, back to the mixture of emotions. Yesterday, I finally got a new number. It actually took me some courage to do this. I have tried to weigh the pros and cons of changing number since a year or two back. This number followed me since I was 13. It was so easy to memorize, that so many people always called me when they could not remember anyone else's number (Like Angie would call me to ask for her boyfriend's number). Everytime when my contract had ended, I would keep my number because I always thought that if a friend needed my help, he/she could always dial my number. It was only recently that I could no longer stand the people who constantly pestered me about buying insurance or joining their MLM venture or purchasing products from them. It's been ongoing for nearly two years and I really can't stand it anymore!!! I was too naive to think that these people (whom I used to call 'my friends') would give me some peace after I had rejected them repeatedly and expressed no interest.

On a different note, I really could not bear the pain of being wished 'Happy Birthday' on that very day when my birthday was not the first to be thought of, rather, remembered because of another person who shares the same birthday. Even if this is being unreasonable, I am sorry I just can't let it go. Maybe it is really time for everything to start afresh.

Finally, I thought I was going to use Samsung for the rest of my life but looks like I'm really done with it. I'm reminded of how stupid I was to start using Samsung.

不是觉得痛，而是觉得空。