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Journey to the past.


These couple of days were very much about being nostalgic and about looking back on the good ol' times. Maybe not necessarily good? Last night was dinner with Shaun and Ben at Hoagies and I really felt very, very happy to meet them. I don't know why but I think I haven't felt so happy in a long time. It was nice to be with people so genuine and who speak their minds. It was amazing how at Primary 5 and 6 we were not exactly that close but right now we can talk so much and never get bored of one another.
Today Zhi and I visited college, the place itself and the teachers. When I did relief there last year, much as it was a long three months, I had managed to avoid that walkway. I'm not sure what came over me today that I suddenly felt like walking on that path again. It brought back a lot of memories, hardly any good ones, and struck me that some things never really left my mind. I guess this is when I should call myself a loser. (And it's hysterical how all the old school tracks play on my ITunes now as I type all these.)

Then it was dinner with Watermelon, Joey and Yan Hong after badminton with Ohanies. Yesterday was dinner with P5,6 classmates and today was dinner with P4 classmates. There is something good about these meet-ups but I'm not exactly sure what it is. It's just good, something I always cherish and am thankful for.
In all honesty, today is probably one of those days that I feel most vulnerable. I always try my hardest to suppress because I know there is no solution, anyway. The emptiness is so overwhelming that sometimes a smile is the only thing left to bring across any other kinds of emotions. I somehow hope my emotions for the next two weeks stay like this. Because it's neither a zenith nor a nadir, and thus there is always space for an upward or downward movement lest anything happens.

To my two best friends, I don't know what to say with regard to what's going on recently. I just feel that there is no need to strain the friendship with an issue as insignificant as such (no negative connotation). I hope things clear up soon, ok? Really miss hanging out with the two of you.

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