Uncertainty.

It's a good day today with great company, uni friends and Ohanies.

The play wasn't a great success but I don't really care. Great or not, it was still a success and I think that shall suffice. MIC STOP THINKING YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. YOU DID THE MOST LAH!!! And you are the reason why I felt bad about myself cos' I could have done a lot more than I've done. Please do not doubt your contributions okay.

And it was good time spent with uni friends today after the play. I must say those scenarios were really what I was expecting before I entered uni. Somehow, this has come true and I think staying in CH was never totally wrong.

Is there a need to mete out what is right and wrong? After having met certain people these days, I thought it's better to stay in the gray zone. Being distinctly clear about what is right and wrong makes me utterly disappointed in people, sometimes, even friends. And precisely because they are my friends, I hate to think that they are selfish. And only putting myself in a very uncertain position do I feel better about facing these people. How ironic.

对和错本来就是人定义的。什么事都是人为的。为什么要这么拘泥？这样不会很辛苦吗？

Still, I'm thankful for friends who remain as who they are. These people make me feel secure.