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快.


最近不管做什么事,都讲究速度。
吃饭要吃快点,因为饭后要赶报告。
做功课要做快点,因为做完后要赶专题作业。
讨论project要讨论快点,因为讨论完了要赶去补习。
补习结束后要走快点,因为要回学校讨论project。
冲凉要冲快点,因为过后要赶另一份作业。

不知道是时间不等人,还是我们不等时间。

有时候因为速度太快,很多事情都看模糊了。因为没看清楚,很多事都错过了。你今天是否因为步伐太快,错过了一个擦肩而过的朋友?是否因为太匆忙,忘了对一个同班同学微笑?你搞清楚你忙的原因了吗?

我还没呢。

还在摸索着。

现在我最想要的是属于自己的时间。

当你看一部电影的时候,注意的是拍摄视角和技术;
读一本爱情小说的时候,注意的是作者的写作意图;
跳上床想要睡觉的时候,脑子里想的是什么功课还没做完,

那么,
你的压力真的很大。

哦。对不起,我说的不是你。

我在说我。

如果近来我忘了回复你的简讯或未接电话,请原谅我。

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  1. 朦胧固然美丽,它还是带有一种模糊的思绪。

    seeing ur this car shot makes me think of a technique called panning, not the one u learn from film-making, but for photo taking. go research up and the next entry u blog with that photo can? hee, u wouldnt be disappointed with ur result if done well :P

    驾驶的时速虽超标,邂逅的人事物虽被遗忘掉,你依然能够清楚看到自己在掌舵。

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  2. I'm reading your blog entry in the middle of my lecture, working in the 21st century. Today's topic is about managing stress, which I think it's something that we all need :(

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  3. Liz: Haha I've researched about it! Shall try it out after exams man! Anyway, your last sentence I'm still trying to figure out. 就算我清楚自己是掌舵的人,我觉得还是不够的 :)

    Angie: Haha you make it sound like your lecture is so boring that you need to read my blog in the midst of your lecture! Yup I think we need some stress management lessons man.
    JIAYOU!

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