This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...

一封信的魅力,天枰是无法衡量的!
ReplyDelete忘了何时,我曾因为收到一封信而兴奋不已!如今的我,忘记了曾经的喜悦,因为科技取代了信件。写信成了老土,落后的代表。为了跟上潮流,为了证明自己是潮的,所以渐渐地facebook/微博等取代了,古老的信件!但人们遗忘写信时,人与人间的交流也就变得疏远了!或许很多人都已忘记,曾经收信时的喜悦吧!没有人明了写信麻烦背后,真正的意义。很高兴,我们的雪琦同学还保留了这份真诚!
ReplyDelete对!庆幸世上仍然存在这么真诚的人:)
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