Circles.

Have a blessed birthday Fel! (though it came a little late)

Thanks for being genuinely cute and sincere and just yourself, these are really what I like about you :) I hope you liked the surprise :)

I never appreciated surprise, nor surprising people. But I think the latter is a lot better because it's about making loved ones happy. But I won't, and don't know how to look happy when others surprise me. It's sometimes having to act surprised even if I am not. Anyway, as long as my friends are happy, I think that will suffice.

The person that my friend likes falls for someone else. I feel upset about it but I think nothing I say will do anything so I didn't say anything. I was reminded of a past that brought back a lot of uncalled for memories. I remember how anything others said had no impact on me at all. I guess that is why I know it's best to keep my mouth shut at times like these. I always believe this is a phase, and we need to get over it. And to do that, we need to have faith. You don't really need to pray, but you need to believe that things will pass and things will only get better. At where I stand today, it is not the best. However, it is a lot better than where I've come from and I know it will keep getting better. It's no longer walking in circles and returning to the starting point where everything seems so beautiful but beyond that beauty it is a bottomless pit.

Don't have to worry about falling. You always climb out somehow.