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我一直都知道我们处在同一片天空下,但我也一直希望我们不会在同一片土地上。我的人生从此再不需要你,所以我不想再看到你。不管是你一个人,还是和别人,我都没有兴趣知道你过得好不好。我需要过我自己的人生。所以请你就算看到我,也不要跟我打招呼。我只想当作不认识你。

今天真的像做了场梦。很虚幻。看见你抱着她,我想起我以前最害怕看到的事。但很多事都变了,你也变了,我的感觉也变了。我不知道剩下的还有什么。其实最美好的事就是什么都没剩下。假若你有给我留下任何一丝回忆,那才是最残忍的。所以我对你最大的感激,就是你没有留下任何痕迹。

但那个痛,我会一直记得。

Today is overall a good day because I had brunch with Ohanies (met full strength today) and it was a very productive day in the school library with Tinghui :)

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