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昨晚下了一场大雨,这也许就是为什么今天的空气那么潮湿的原因。虽然一整天凉凉的,但潮湿的空气让人觉得很不舒服,不舒服得让人心情不好。我不知道是否其他人都跟我一样是这么想的,但我总感觉今天周围的人都不怎么开心,脸上缺乏笑容,充满倦意。我知道大家最近都很忙,别人不说,就说我周围的中文系同`学,个个都喊忙。可想而知,大家这几天肯定都没睡个好觉。睡眠不足是很辛苦的,难怪大伙儿最近都怪怪的。我真的可以感觉到那种功课繁多的压力压着同学们,也压着我。最近天天都要天黑了才能回家,大家觉得累,却别无选择。我如常的尽力说些冷笑话想要逗逗大家笑一笑,虽然有够冷的,但大家还是很捧场。我在想,近来大家的笑容是否是真诚的?如果笑容不是发自内心,那是很辛苦的。我还真有点担心,周围的人因为功课压力,忘了怎么会心地笑。

今天上课之前和大伙儿聊天,突然意识到亭慧这个学期结束后就毕业了。说到这里,她说了句“我真的希望早点认识你们。”听到这句话,我的心突然一阵凉意,有那么一点感伤。从这个学期一开始,我们一直都是一起上课,一起吃饭,一起讨论作业,一起回家。尤其在一起回家的途中,我们在巴士上有说有笑,慢慢互相了解,谈些八卦,无形中我们几个建立了一种特殊的友谊。没想到转眼间,做同学的缘分已尽。但愿还能保持联络,让友谊长存。

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