Voices of the past.

I went back for Guides today. Yes, it was a decision to join the unit again after vanishing for one year. I didn't quite regret going back today because I found myself reliving those days that seemed only yesterday. The guiding days are one big component of secondary school life, I must say that they are probably one of the very few reasons why I might still smile as I reminisce those old school days. The only difference today was that the company was very much not the same anymore. Juniors make good company too but of course my peers are incomparable. It's funny how the first two girls I met in the company today are called Jia Hui and Melissa! To sidetrack a little, Blue is back on track of late and this brings me back to the past even more because Blue is old school to me and having them back in my life is still a strong surge of nostalgia. Good mix of past and present? For some reason, I read through my past entries again today. Just a few random dates and true enough, they were enough to overshadow the happy cells for the day. I think I can never forget that kind of pain. Not that it still causes any pain now, but it's too hard to forget. I actually survived? Ohmygad.