Revamp.

Third day into recess week and I haven't accomplished as much as I've expected to.

I met up with Junhong today after 3 years of not seeing him. But despite not catching up with him these couple of years, it merely took me about twenty minutes to affirm my beliefs that he is still who he was. I told him that I'm glad to know there are people who remain as who they were. He's one of such people. And I think I'm one of those who have changed. Today I met a friend in NTUC. And the first question I popped was, "What are you doing here?" I always think that people who ask such DUH questions are really those who are trying so hard to start a conversation. And today, I'm that loser. I find myself pathetic at facing someone I used to call a good friend. Simply because people change. I believe that in life, change is the only constant. I just want to reinvent myself, I want to throw the old me away because she was that pathetic. Maybe like Maxie said, I've become very cynical about love after that one particular chapter of my life, but I think it's ok. Because I feel more motivated to go for other pursuits now. As of now, I just want to pull my grades up. I want to believe that I can do better than this. And by thinking in this way, I actually feel a lot better.