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沉沦.

今天上现代文学课的时候提到了“自我意识”。觉得这个概念很有意思。它并非新鲜，但却从来离不开我们，可是我们也从不真正去看待它。如果说要用病痛来带出一个人的自我意识，也许不至于太牵强，但也未免太可悲了？我们应该爱惜自己，但到底应该爱惜到哪一种程度才不算自恋？我们到底是应该做到“忘我”，还是要记得体惜自己？这些标准又是谁设定的才最算数？

Yes, finally my long-awaited CNY break. I have a list of about 15 tasks to complete within this break. Effectively, this CNY isn't for enjoyment but for the completion of school work, readings and assignments included. I guess that sounds perfectly fine because I don't usually do CNY visiting anyway. It's just that the workload this time is exceptionally demanding and I suppose my hope of reading a book this break is dashed already. Yet, I still appreciate the coming of this break because at least for once, I do not have to rush through readings and assignments for fear of not being on time for lesson the next day. I think rushing through things will shorten one's lifespan. At the same time I feel a little upset that we didn't really stock up CNY goodies this year. My peanut cookies are nowhere in sight this year. Very, very sad.

I wish all a blessed Chinese New Year and basketful of red packets :)

And of course,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BF ZZR :D

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