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Rain, rain, go away.

Walking in the rain earlier in the day as well as yesterday had caused me to run a fever since I came back this morning. It is damn hard to focus on work (especially readings) when you are feeling giddy. I slept for a couple of hours, woke up and popped a panadol pill and went back to sleep, but I still feel dizzy and tired. Mind over everything is extremely difficult to execute now. I promise I haven't heard the rain stop since I made my way back from chalet this morning. Correction, since yesterday when I left my house. People have been making noises on FB, Twitter or verbally about the excessive supply of clouds and thus, the rain. Some even curse and swear about the weather but well, is it really necessary? I think we often take our climate too much for granted: When it's scorching hot we hope it rains, when it rains we hope it shines. Of course, I agree that the constant rain brings about much hassle for everyone, but I believe 太阳总会出来.

On a side note, Zhuang and I had a good chat about school last night at the chalet. It was nice to hear his encounters and share mine as well and I felt I knew him a lot better as a person through his sharing. When we made our way home this morning, we spoke more and I think I really have a lot to learn from him. I really hope I remember what he said and will learn to subscribe to them.

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