Mind Over Everything.

Fact is that, even though I know I only have 1.5 years left, even though I know I can no longer qualify for an Honours track in NUS now no matter how hard I work, even though no amount of brushing up can save me the money to go overseas to do my Honours, I just don't want to stop here, because if I do, I feel that I've lost it all. Last week during the camp, I said that I believe in 2012 (end of the world). One of my juniors asked, "If you believe in that, why are you working so hard? Why are you walking this long and tiring route?" I said, "Because if you don't do anything at all, you're wasting the remaining time of your life. Might as well do something." Maybe I've really screwed half my life in NUS up, and I know that the lost time can never be retrieved. And I really dare to say that I have worked hard last semester, but the results didn't show. That was why I questioned if hard work and results really work alongside each other. But yeah, Fel said that even if they don't, we should never stop working hard. I guess that explains it all. 努力不一定会有成果，但不表示就不继续努力. I hope, really really hope, this boost of energy and faith are here to stay this time. I don't like to lose. I can lose to anyone but at least, not to myself.

Jiayou GL.