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Innermost.

I haven't really blogged about my life of late, have I?

So yes, my brother's back from exchange in China and he got me a birthday present ---- a dangdang pouch which my instant 7S is likely to fit into. (I always thought my brother didn't know I like dangdang?) And yes, he got me my 宫心计 DVD which added to my TVB collection too. It's my first birthday present from my brother.

And then the daily routine of school has started a fortnight ago. I'm glad to be attending my favourite lecturer's lesson again but he gives us one assignment per week so that is extremely taxing on us all. Thank goodness for my CH major friends who have been so nice to share all the knowledge and resources relevant to our work. They might just be the only reason for me to look forward to school these days. And I've been so friendly to new classmates recently I feel as if I am not me. Math is getting tougher but my fire of passion is still burning strong and I hope to keep it up.

Aspire is over, and I shan't go into it anymore because I've done so earlier. Appreciate all the help rendered and happy to know more friends during the camp.

CNY is coming up and I'm extremely looking forward because it is the break I'm eager to enjoy and the house visits which are going to be so fun-filled.

Yes I know I have been damn emo the past 2 weeks. If you think I've been like this since my birthday, then yes you are right. To add, there's the accumulating stress from schoolwork and other committments. Did I accidentally snap at people again this time? I hope not, but I'm sorry if I did. I'm still not looking forward to school but I guess I'm slowly getting used and I shall get over it like I always do every semester. Except that, things are getting more and more difficult.

I think I'm not acting myself lately but to begin with, who exactly am I? I haven't found myself, apparently.

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  1. Thought-provoking indeed..

    Who are we?
    And what on Earth are we here for?

    Jiayou GL!

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  2. Speaking of identity crisis here. We blondes have the same issues yar? its like when we walk past a mirror and see this absolutely gorgeous person in the mirror, we really cant help it but think who that bitch is yar??

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