Drained.

I guess it's a relatively better day today, especially after dinner with my college classmates. I guess it did take certain things off my mind. Lecture today was quite interesting, largely because of the classmates who are ever so nice and fun to talk to. This week is going to be hectic one I wonder how I should survive it. Next week will be worse. I just hope I will be strong enough to pull through.

I've decided that I will not entertain any of the issues anymore, it was never my business to begin with. Even if you were trying to salvage a friendship, it's too late. I can't piece things back again, because it will cause the same kind of pain. I wished my friends would understand, but it is ok if you all don't. Because I just need myself to know what I am doing even if it means I'm playing the bad guy. I can only say, no one knows how I feel, so I got to judge this myself and make my own decision. Ultimately, it's my life that I'm living, right?