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Crisis.

In times of crisis, heroes are born.

Max told me this just now. But I never wanted to be a hero (or heroine for that matter). I'm tired. NO, I am NOT Superwoman, nor am I still the Wolverine who always recovers fast. I hate to laugh in school with my classmates like school is the most enjoyable thing. I hate to smile to my fellow alumni as if I enjoy doing all the saikang that the school throws me with and then never appreciates it. I want a break so badly, even though the break actually just ended. I want to take a walk outside on my own and embrace life but I don't know how to do this. Because the moment I put down the tasks in my hands, people start to question.

How.

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  1. lizardJanuary 15, 2011 at 10:31 AM

    u dont have to bother if the effort has been appreciated or not coz u know u have put ur heart into it and hasnt let anyone down... dont tire urself out ok? cya on the 20th? update me again!

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  2. GLJanuary 16, 2011 at 12:16 AM

    You're not getting it.

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  3. lizardJanuary 16, 2011 at 5:23 AM

    sorry if i didnt get it again.. dont give up on me~ do share when u are willing to~ cya! ;)

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