我喜欢幻想一切美好事物。但最终我总不忘提醒自己：幻想并不真实，所以一定要回到现实中来。如果把幻想和现实混淆了，也许久而久之会无法分辨。我所追求的幻想也是那么实际，我只是不想再受伤。怕痛的人都应该实际些。
我是真的好喜欢美好的事物。只可惜，我怕痛。
我是真的好喜欢美好的事物。只可惜，我怕痛。
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
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