Skip to main content

Rewinding,

It was Party World with about half of Ohanies today and I didn't quite enjoy it. Of course this has nothing to do with the company or the event itself. I think I won't enjoy anything I do these days with exams in mind! Watching TVBs make me feel guilty all the same. Such enjoyments are very extravagant at this time of the semester. Sian to the max. We waited for bf's dad after dinner at Subway and I had to believe Ohanies share some kind of fate because we bumped into Zhuang who also hitched a ride home. Sitting on the lorry in the open was awesome as always because the wind was the highlight. Except... for the birds' gifts from above. (I dared not even tell them about it because it was downright sickening and embarrasing, especially when it was the second time this week -.-). I got home and told Mother about it and she actually said... "OK I SHALL BUY TOTO TOMORROW!" Oh.my.tian. CAN? Anyway, thanks bf for your kind father who always sends me home. I seriously think he is sick of me.

Today's topic revolved around the slashing incident at Bukit Panjang. We were so living in paranoia I promise. And I'm actually worried about people (I know) staying in the Bukit Panjang area, of whom do not refer to bf only. I think some people get what I mean. Why should I even worry man. Ha (this inserted sarcastic laughter is for myself).

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

On CNY

This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...

On campus,

I think even if I were to leave after this semester, I would probably leave with the fondest memories. What more can I ask for? On a side note, I hope and I choose to believe that my true friends will understand, and so I do not want to explain. Today is my best friend's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BF! I know you know I am damn stubborn and rebellious and whiny and spoiled and noisy and choosy but you always compromise with me and give in to me in every way you can. Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! I hope you will always be happy because you deserve to be. I hope you will gamble less so that you can treat me food more often. I hope you will be blessed because you are special :) I know I am such a sweet best friend! 加油了GL,不要再蹉跎歲月了…