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Hello people


Much as I am a bit sick of explaining, I think I ought to apologise for my ambiguity once again. Last night's post on blogger or facebook was DEFINITELY NOT an emo post. I wasn't emo over anything. I wasn't upset. I slept early and I slept well. If you think I am lying, if you think I am trying to put up a strong front, ok ok go ahead. I'm sian already so you can think whichever way you want (no offence hor). Yeah I texted him. So what? Is there anything to be upset over? I know clearly I was caring for a friend anyway. It's not like I was intending to snatch my friend's boyfriend or what. You can shoot me for being a busybody, for intervening in people's business. I am just being concerned and I see nothing wrong with that, and so I don't have to feel upset about anything.

Period. 

Have a good day :)



P.S: I know you people care for me and I really appreciate. Thanks :)


LIAN.  

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