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依然有许多怀念你的歌。但是,尽管我再怎么努力,已经无法拼凑出你的模样。这应该是件好事吧?我曾经很希望快点忘掉你长什么样子,但是现在对你的记忆慢慢模糊,我又有些不舍。我心中仍然有很多疑问,但或许故事的结局真的不是掌握在作者的笔中,而是读者的心中。每个人都有自己向往的那个结局。也许得不到回答也不失为一件美事,因为我可以幻想一个美好的结局。如果有一天在街上碰到你,我会不会认出你来?我希望不会。因为我的心现在是麻木的,却是麻木的好。总比唤起任何伤痛的好。快一年了,时间真的飞逝得很快。又或者流逝的不是时间,是我?故事早结束了,而我偶尔还是会回味一下一些桥段,甚至期盼一个续集。这个想法真的很傻,有些故事只能有一个结局,就像故事里的人死了不能复活一样。幸好我这一路来只是痛得麻木了,没有死去。这近一年来,我是有讨厌你。但我相信你仍是我认识的那个好人。所以,我还是希望你快乐。

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