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我错了.

当老师看到我在办公室外等他的时候，他“哈哈”笑了一声。一开始我以为他是讽刺。我想说“老师我对不起你”。但我没有。因为我知道他会说“你对不起的是你自己”。的确。我又给我自己机会对不起自己了。这叫一错再错，重蹈覆辙。我很感谢老师给我一个弥补错误的机会。毕竟不是每个人像我这么幸运，错了还有人给机会。我只能好好把握。虽然已经知道会有这样的下场，但是从老师口中知道更加难过。我不知道有没有人能够明白这件事对我的打击，也不知道有没有人能理解我刚才是多么想哭出来，但是谁能否了解都不重要，只有自己了解自己经历的才最重要。我恨我自己刚才跟老师的辩驳。我为什么辩驳？明明就是我错。我没有资格怨任何人，任何事。这条路是我选的，我就要走完。我悲愤。但我只能化悲愤为力量。我说我只能，因为我别无选择，我不想给自己其他选择。

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