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The enclosure that sets me free;

I think I almost died with my internet connection down for 1 and a half days. How dreadful! Anyway, I counted the number of happy, neutral and sad faces in my organiser and I figured yesterday was a good day to be out since the number of sad faces had outnumbered the neutral ones, let alone the happy ones. I met Dez after a longggggggg time and yesterday was a good long time spent with her. For once I suddenly realised we share so many similarities and as always, things that she says always strike me hard. She kind of influenced me to get a book which kept me pondering over whether to get for weeks. $$$$$ Ouch. Nevertheless like I always say, books make good investment. (ok maybe I'm just trying to make myself feel better) Oh yes, yesterday was kinda upsetting because the lady at Starbucks made a mistake in my order for white frap mocha :( As you can imagine I really didn't enjoy my drink.

I got myself another part-time job that allows me to earn a 100bucks for a month. I think I do everything for money now. 想钱想疯了..

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