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Happy National Day:)

National Day gets less exciting each year that I no longer feel the atmosphere today. Well I guess that's not that important, is it? I'm just glad I spent half my day with really great company. Yiwen is back and I do love how we could hang out like before. The secondary two days are just so unforgettable. And then this also sets me thinking that no matter who I am with or where I am, I always think of Ohana. Like Sunshine Boy said, I wouldn't be able to focus/study if I knew my friends were having fun and I wished I were there. And so I decided I should join Ohanies at Max's place, and I did. Albeit a short while spent, I think it was worth the 45-minute trip down. Of course I'm also proud of myself that I came back early to do some constructive work because much as I am not looking forward, school is approaching. Oh crap.

I guess it really takes time. I need to get used. I need to accept diversities in thinking, in mindsets. We are just born different, each in our unique ways.

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