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World without end.



This song keeps playing in my head (maybe because I looped it). I think feng-ge sang it so wellllll. And I have to wait till tomorrow to watch my next episode of the serial. Can't wait!
Today was kind of my first official lesson with students in college. For a start I nearly made a mess out of everything I said and they seemed really confused. Thank goodness I managed to explain it clearly thereafter and they were convinced! I believe confidence is really half the battle won. You may not have the knowledge but carrying yourself well will have conveyed some message across to the target audience. Deep inside I was so stressed out before I started talking. Ever since I started working there, some people, my friends I mean, don't quite believe I can make it. Some say I won't be able to command respect, some say I am stupid and should try something easier. I think I have chosen this job for a reason, the pay is (Y), unquestionable, BUT. It's also the challenging nature that I decided to give it a shot. Frankly, I don't need anyone to tell me what to do or whatsoever, because I believe I will eventually learn how to grapple. All I need is you to believe me. Believe that I can do this.

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