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We need to make our tomorrows,

The early afternoon was spent with the RT gang. I think Shin Tokyo is not a very great place to dine at, either because I don't appreciate Japanese food or that the food is really just average. I had my monthly drug with Coconut at Coronation (I just had it at the airport on 30 May when we picked Maxie up). Coconut got her new addicted drug at Sogurt. The mango peach one was really so nice I think the next time I ever pass by I'll be the one trying it. I managed to finish reading Ahern's Book of Tomorrow after getting home. Gosh, it's too awesome. I would say it's magical and thrilling. The starting was a little boring perhaps but towards the back the climax slowly built up. Far too exciting. And as usual I like the way Ahern ends her writing, nice. I highly recommend this book and I rate it 4 out of 5 stars. The timing was just nice as I managed to take a good shower after my read and hitch a ride from EH CHRIS! to somewhere nearby for supper. SOMEONE tried to traumatise me by making a sudden swerve I think I almost died. But it was still a good ride I guess.

I'm already feeling very demoralised but my mum doesn't get it. She continues to bring my morale to a lower level by comparing me to my brother who aced through last semester with a CAP of 4.25. It's okay, she probably never understands. I am the one who needs to understand, right?

If I had managed at any point upstand the dominoes, they are falling all over again.
I guess it's okay now that you're unforgivable. Maybe one day when I understand, I will be able to forgive.

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  1. fel:

    lian i am sure u had tried ur best!!=) let's work harder next sem!!:D

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