Sis fainted at home thrice yesterday and got admitted to the hospital late at night. She was on drip and doctor said she was suffering from dehydration. See? The importance of drinking water! We almost got shocked to death by her. Walked past PEPS today and I do miss those very faded days. Sometimes I wish I could just enter and visit the teachers who are still around! (chewchew you want to go back? hahaha) Work resumes tomorrow and I don't really anticipate but thankfully I'm not dreading it too. It's just that I have finished 谈情说案 and there is nothing else to look forward to everyday after work! I've been rushing home to watch this everyday for almost a month! But anyway, the ending is awesome, far from expectations (my expectations were actually lower) and anyone who's interested in mysterious cases/crimes + romance serials should try it. HOWEVER, I've also learnt that 看戏就看戏，不要入戏太深，中毒太深. 戏里面发生的，真实生活不一定会，所以不要想太多！
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
omg. is she ok now? anyway, if you want, i'll go back with you. haha. it's very near my house anyway.
ReplyDeletereally v. scary... ask her to take care ar! its not difficult to drink water mah...
ReplyDelete看戏能让我们幻想美好的事物，未必是件坏事。就如我喜欢做美梦。;)