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Is it worth it, all over again?

The LEP seminar was a little boring but it was nice to relive some college memories. AGM this time was the most constructive I must say. Maybe this way I will be more motivated to render my service. I've been sleeping later, and later than before. I think this is a very bad sign because I feel my biological clock gradually altering again. I can't wait to try out a new recipe tomorrow and let Ohana and chewchew try. Doudou should be leaving tomorrow or the day after. I think I will miss him and hopefully his owner treats his good:)

Maybe my new lease of life should start today. Despite all the pain and wasted time, maybe I really did come out stronger. Just a little loss of faith, and courage. Hopefully I'll fully recuperate and gain back what I've lost after a while. I hope you're doing great and I hope you're truly happy. We all need to let go, especially when there's nothing left to cling on to. Now I get it.

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