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I'll fight till forever.

This couple of days was not easy to get by. I fell sick immediately after mum went overseas. 小妹 accompanied me to the doctor and I really appreciated that because I really don't like to see a doctor alone:( Can't believe I actually survived the night from ECP to Changi Village then to Bedok and back to ECP. I know I was such a bad cyclist and had to make the rest slow down for me. Sorry! I kind of realised that this so-called uni summer vacation was fruitfully spent with Ohana. I like to see them delirious with joy and when the girls come together to talk about things we didn't used to discuss. (Fel we miss you!!)
Maybe I should be thankful to you because you made me see life in a different light. I choose to think this way because this is probably the best and most worthy thing to remember about you. You made me realise that there is sometimes really no point in being obstinate about certain things. But I think ultimately I want to thank myself most because I did it. With a different mindset, I'm stepping into a new world out there. I won't let myself get hurt the same way again.

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  1. OMG!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY AND DELIGHTED I AM TO READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU ALOEN!!! CAN I LIKE GIVE U A HUG!!!!!!?!!??!?! OMG OMG!!!! LOVE YOU HUNNY! <3

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  2. Hahah thankyou Maxie <3 you!

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