很久没有打华文字了。最近也没什么看华文书了，都在读英文书。但是用华文字书写总是能够把一些感觉和想法更贴切地表达出来。这也许是用英文字书写所不能给我的。我觉得自己用两种语言书写，感觉上完全是两个不一样的人。Anyway, 这一个学期真的过得很辛苦。纵使已经结束了，但更艰难的日子也正在临近。明天成绩就出来了，我真的一点光明都看不到。今年已经对自己有很多次的失望，不想有多一方面的失望。如果心诚则灵，我希望观音妈、圣母玛丽、耶稣、大伯公能够保佑我。我真的很怕。
有些事真的很想去做，但都不可以。因为我已近答应自己不可以。
你不在的时候，我好像没那么想念你。但你在的时候，我却好像很想你。到底是为什么？
Maybe it's true we shouldn't always put judgements into everything for a start. I was actually thankful to have gone for dinner with Rahil and co. that night. It was really a high and fun night spent with the crazy people like we always were back in the old school days. Right, and tomorrow's the day. Fast, isn't it? I'm more scared now than I was last semester. To the extent that I so much want to jump onto my bed and snuggle under my covers, then think that I can run away from reality. Simply because I know my standards. I can't see any light at the end of a tunnel. Even if there is, it's an oncoming train.
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