When you're ready, not lonely.

I haven't come to a decision but yes, I think I will know what to choose when the time comes. And like LX says, if everything else fails, I will adopt her method.

The only reasons why I'm not dropping my tuition sessions these days, why I'm not getting sufficient sleep despite my freaking heavy eyebags are that I think I am responsible for my students, they have exams too, not just me; I want to earn a lot a lot of money now while I'm still young (at least I think I still am); I want to use my own hard-earned money to get the things I want.

But, the people I am proving to are apparently not understanding my efforts. Maybe it's true that we shouldn't try too hard to prove anything to anyone because no one really cares after all. Everything should be for yourself. Once again, I am very, very disappointed. I didn't cry because it's another encounter that teaches me to be even stronger. Sometimes I wonder if there will come a time when I become too cold-blooded such that nothing makes me cry.

That aside, thank you chewwwww for texting:) Really appreciate you know:)

And thank you good friend Cyclops for being there:)

I feel like I haven't slept for ages. I feel like I can't get anything of the 5000 years of China history into my head. That is only one module out of three.

I keep thinking about what I will do after exams. Will I even survive till then?