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You're beautiful.

It's such a nice day I don't know why. I went to Starbucks to get my white chocolate mocha. The person made me another free cup of ice blended white chocolate. How nice. Due to the kindness of my heart, I gave it to Angie whom I hope has enjoyed the very expensive yet paradoxically complimentary drink. I got too tired and a bit unwell (in my throat especially) so I decided to go home. Then this guy actually made way for me to enter the train. Then again another guy made way for me to board my bus. Do I look like a pregnant lady? Why is everyone so nice to me today? Or have I been too cynical? Anyway I'm sorry I slacked I watched quite a lot of videos after I got home ohmytian. But I did study!

Oh by the way I saw a two-dollar note yesterday (in the toilet) but I didn't pick it because they say, if you gain something, you will lose something in return. I think I don't really have anything more to lose for now (because whatever I have now is important to me) and therefore if I ever lose anything, I think I can't imagine the pain. I have lost whatever I had, haven't I?

Okay I am really not well and I need to sleep because it's going to be long day tomorrow.

Goodnight world, you've been beautiful today:)

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