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When you're not in the mood, the food you eat tastes bland. The drink you drink is awful. You write all the wrong words in your notes. You can't seem to find a nice channel on television. Listening to music only makes you feel more sian.
I went to bed with a bad leg cramp last night. This morning I couldn't move my right leg! Ohmytian. I managed to get out of bed after 4 hours. (I really thought I was going to be paralysed or something.) I feel extremely giddy now ever since I woke up. I think I'm seeing too many words.

But I still want to believe that I can get over this phase. It comes all the time.

Studying China history makes me want to watch 射雕英雄传 (Chilam and Athena's version) all over again. And I feel like reading Charlie's series that have been on my shelf ever since I came back from China in 2008. Exams, end soon.

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  1. omg leg cramp! i keep getting it last time late at night... do the way i used to teach others! its very useful! if not u got to bear the pain like i used to for like half an hr before it leaves! and wake up to have a aching leg!

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