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It has long begun.

Time check: nearly 7. The dawn is breaking.

Just got home back from school (thanks for the lift Jas). Spent the whole night mugging in school library. I think it was constructive and productive. I finished nearly 6 chapters of one module. Doesn't that spell some effectiveness? I think I haven't mugged so hard in a long time. Thank you Chai and Jas for the company. Thank you NUS for keeping the library open everyday and 24/7. Thank you NUS for not patrolling so that we can safely leave our bags around in the library without having to fear for them being taken away. Thank you Darren for the late night text. I love to be remembered. Who doesn't? Thank you myself for persevering. I think it's been a good night (even though I'm freaking exhausted now) because I have completed more than I thought I could. I always know that I can. It's a matter of determination and endurance. Thank you the bosses up there for putting me through this because I come to realise that I can do it as long as I want to.

I have about 7 hours to catch my precious forty winks before I wake to start another mugging session with Coconut in that house.

Good morning world, good night world.

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