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WELCOME BACK CHEWWWWWWWW:)

It was a long day and I never really stopped feeling worn out. Nevertheless it was nice to have submitted EL assignment and had a constructive EL project discussion.
JIAYOU!

Heard a kinda depressing piece of news today and it hit me hard.
While some people totally give up in the face of really insignificant problems that can't even be considered as being problematic, some continue to grit their teeth when they are actually confronting the worst of their lives.
It really struck me how the latter group manages to do it. Willpower can indeed be amazingly overwhelming and influential.
I salute you, really. Thank you for being so strong. Because of you, I feel that all the more I need to be strong.

Thank you for replying, Twinnie. Even though it had nothing to do with my explanation that day. Perhaps I really upsetted you, therefore you don't see the need for a reply. Whatever that is, I don't really want to care who you are with. You just need to know, whenever you need me, I'll still be there.

It's really funny how sometimes no matter how hard you try to avoid certain subjects, they just come to you, even from the mouths of people who are least possible to know about it. In fact, it's almost not likely at all for you to hear from the horse's mouth.

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