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Should always try to.


















Day 2 without Angie and Day 1 without Zhi.

And EH CHRIS! has left for India and it's going to be a long 6 weeks before I get to ask him for lunch or dinner again! I haven't been a good friendddddddddd

Max is leaving for Taiwan soon and that makes it a triple sian-ness.

There's EL midterm tomorrow and I'm absolutely unprepared for it so it's the fourth.

(My sentences seem kind of paratatic huh?)
I shan't add anymore lest I die of depression.
I'm beginning to feel it but I will try my best to suppress. The most unforgiveable thing about me is that I'm not forgiving enough. And I will learn.
I don't want to try too hard to explain myself. Maybe we just have very differing points of view.

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