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Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day :)

Anyone disagrees with me that we're no longer as hyped up about Chinese New Year in recent years as we were when we were much younger?
I don't go visiting anymore, maybe only to my friends' places. Neither do people really come to mine.
My family and I can just spend the day lazing at home and have the television switched on for a straight 8 hours?
But I do enjoy such peace :)

My uncle came over with my quadruplet cousins just now. I think we have drifted yet again. They've grown up and become quite brazen. I don't like them to be like that, awful language usage and 'prematured' mindsets. I do miss the innocent kids they used to be. But I got to accept it somehow.

I've never seen my brother make cards for anyone except for the Teacher's Day card he drew in primary school. Not even for my mum. He would spend money to purchase one. But he actually made a Valentine's Day card for a girl last night. No one at home wasn't amazed and amused by it.
Nevertheless, I hope the girl accepts him.
I won't like to see my brother coming back, disappointed.
The feeling of rejection and hopes dashed are far too hard to bear.

No more slacking really. Time is running out. This semester is really no joke.

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