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Mum is back and she got me 2 books:) I know this is cheesy but I loveeeeeee my mum!
I always think you should go to bookstores if you go to China. The books are so cheapppppppppp.

Ok I think I will stop now.
I've forgotten how to care for you. I always thought I know you best but maybe I don't? Things have changed, please don't deny. I don't have an innate apathy but I will TRY to care less, since everyone thinks I care too much. I never knew that it's not really a nice thing all the time to care for a friend. I've always wanted to be everyone's good friend, the best that I can be, one who will rush down to meet you (if I can) when you tell me you need someone to be there. Yet apparently I'm not achieving what I really hope to.
I feel like I'm feeling what Max felt some time ago. (If I really do understand what he was feeling...)

Sometimes I do like to be seen as a strong person but when the impression is glued, I can never be vulnerable.

Ah chew you are right. Sadness is addictive, and also contagious. (Don't worry you didn't spread to me, I just didn't recover.)

Well we should reallyyyyyyyyy let things run their course.

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  1. pincFebruary 25, 2010 at 5:28 AM

    OMG! Alien dear... we're probably sharing almost the same problem man! but maybe of a different degree?

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  2. GLFebruary 25, 2010 at 6:09 AM

    YES I AM VERY SUREEEEEEEEEE hai

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