责任.

I have huge responsibilities probably from the moment I was born (or my sisters?). Everything I do, I have to consider the consequences. Not for my own good, but for my sisters'.

I painted my nails yesterday. And then my mum commented, "洗掉啦，等一下她又学你。"

I wanted to get a good badminton racket for myself today. And then my mum said, "最好不要啦，等一下你的妹妹也吵要。"

When I come home late, my mum will say, "不要一直这么迟回来hor,不然我怎么跟你的妹妹交待。"

Today my mum said to me, "你要想到,你每做一件事，都会有两个小的跟你学。"

I know my mum trusts me. But I think it's funny how my actions are not restricted by her but my sisters.
It's as if the smell of freedom is lingering in the air but I can barely feel it.

Finished reading a book today, 《你总有爱我的一天》. Nice.

Really look forward to watching 14 Blades with Ohanies tomorrow (even though I really don't want to go back to that place....)

唯一不同的是，你永远不会....