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Take a leap of faith.



1. I had a terrible nightmare. So bad that I broke out in cold sweat. Perhaps this nightmare has haunted me for years but I have merely kept it in my subconscious. Not that I like to live in hatred, who does anyway? But can't anyone who advises me on this first tries to understand the situation? Or probably not, no one will understand. I'm just trying to protect my mum. What's wrong? I know I will always get overly worked up whenever it comes to this issue. That's because this is a damaged part of my life! You can disagree with me, but please listen before you do so. You can agree with me, but don't try too hard if you're doing so just to make me happy. I'm perfectly fine with fence sitters, really. If you don't like me to even talk about it, tell me. I will keep quiet. I will!

2. Finally met up with Desireen. Albeit a short while, it was great to catch up and share so many similar views.

3. Failed to meet Yangce again. It's either because we are not fated to meet or we seriously need to strike up some rapport between both of us. I really miss this girl.

4. I feel so unwell today I feel like a dying woman who should jolly well declare her will and divide her inheritance. Not like I have any though.

5. I will heed Max's advice. I will walk into a new chapter. I will keep the friends who should remain as my friends. I will listen to Nelson. I will not do anything beyond what should be done. I will keep things the way they are. There shall be no change.

I always believe, take a leap of faith, you will see the light. The toughest years will be over, in fact might become the greatest years of your life.

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