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Exhaustion.





I'm all alone at home again. But sometimes I really enjoy such peace, like I'm the only one left on earth. Am sure I will like a space of my own when I'm a little older.

Finally, the smell of freedom lingers in the air, amazingly overwhelming. It's not the first time I'm experiencing the end of examinations but somehow I feel exceptionally eager this time. At least I don't remember feeling so ardent about the arrival of holidays before.

Of course, it's also for once, that I actually bothered planning ahead. Have had a number of activities lined up in the short vacation. Relax and have fun are no doubt part of the agenda, but not the primary one. I'm more keen in catching up with people I have missed or neglected for the past couple of weeks or even months when I lived in my own world. It just suddenly got me thinking that keeping in touch with these people is imperative. I don't want to miss any chance I have.

I know I haven't been replying to some messages. I think I realised it. I'm just lazy perhaps, not busy. I don't really like it when people don't reply to messages so I guess I shall not do the same. Allow me to apologise here if I didn't reply you. Sorry!

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