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Be the best that you can be, but still yourself.





It is true that your attitude at the start of the day will determine how your day turns out to be like.

I'm thankful. I met Shirleen under a void deck after a swim and lunch with Angie. I can say it's almost ages that I last chatted with Shirleen like this. Just two of us, somewhere quiet, share some things that have been hidden for so long. Even if not hidden, they were not known. It was nice, really :)

We cannot underestimate the power of time. It creates changes, even though often, the change is in ourselves. I remember what Joel said, when the worst times are over, don't forget the people who bring you up. Even though I probably haven't really gone through times which are considered "worst" in my life, I'm appreciative of the people who are there to listen, to understand whenever I think life sucks.

Thank you Nelson. You're one of a kind. The world can crumble but I know you will still be there. Because you don't reply my ":(" message with "Why". You reply with a "take care".

Thank you Zi Rui. I know that no matter how attractive the prizes are, you will complete the race with me! (Even though you might grumble that I'm a burden to you.)

Thank you Darren. You understand me. I think that is good enough.

Thank you Christopher. Please don't think you did nothing. I've always looked up to you as a role model. And your optimism really encourages me to stay positive.

Thank you Coconut and Starfruit. We've not known for that long, but I'll always remember your "true test of friendship". I'm really touched.

Thank you Ohana! I look back and I find myself very annoying. Well yes, I like to compare and I have a lot of expectations for you all. You guys have moulded me and I'm still changing, for the better :)





And thank you for having once been the reason why I'm hopeful about my life.



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