Yes, the weather these days is mad. Nevertheless, Zhi and Fel and I still swam for a good hour.
And I feel extremely satisfied now, that I've finally gotten myself a pair of decent sandals. Have no idea how many times I've slipped in my flip-flops this month. I hate it.
And I hate how you all are taking away the things that belonged to me.
But I tell myself, I shall not entertain these negative thoughts. These thoughts are like a 千年老妖. Sometimes it clings on so tightly to my mind that even the voice of reason inside me cannot overcome it.
I'm going to learn from Ben! Even though she always claims that she's a crybaby, she has a very strong and firm will. Nothing seems to crush her and she just has to believe that "只因为我是Ben.". Amazing.
Get lost, you devil thoughts!
There's always an ugly duckling in us. No matter how much we've grown, prettier, more matured, more confident, the ugly duckling continues to live inside us. Diffidence, fear, uncertainty. But perhaps, just perhaps, it is this past, maybe awful, that makes us learn, to step out in faith, to embrace the future without hesitation.
Maybe we should keep little ugly duckling inside us.
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