Over you :)

回家的路上，脚步特别轻松，仿佛整个人轻了许多。走着走着，没想到这么快就走到了尽头。
完了，终于走完了。总算可以松口气。

我还是很喜欢你的笑容。
我还是很喜欢你的背影。
我还是很喜欢你的声音。
但我已经放下了。

我一直以为自己会舍不得放手。但其实感觉淡化了，你不得不承认。
也许我一直都把你当成是一种习惯。所以当我认认真真地去面对时，才发现习惯不一定是必然的。
我终于可以大声地说：“故事结束了。”这一次是真的。但没人相信也没关系，因为最重要是我自己最清楚。时间也会为我证明。

这种感觉真的很舒服。是第一次的感受。我想，勇气根本就不是问题，是有没有必要。

As I listened to all the emo tracks in my mp3 on my way home, I just could not feel 'emo'. I guess this feeling that I'm feeling right now really surpasses every other kind of emotion.
Now I can even listen to 'Over You' repeatedly without having to indulge in my emo state. Yes, it's a closure. This time I can really feel myself stepping out of this chapter and moving on.

Thanks. Thank you to all the people who were feeling so excited for me about the lunch. (Seriously I wonder why everyone is more excited than me!!) It was really amusing how the messages kept coming while I ate my lunch and watched my movie and on my way home in the bus.

I never really regretted making a confession. Moral of the story: step out in faith, do it :) Even if you regret, you know that at one point, what you did was what you really, really wanted. :)